[ If it's not permanent, it's not real. At least, it isn't in Natsuo's mind, who didn't have anybody he was really genuinely close to be ripped from his side in order to make him feel the gravity of death. ]

It's still hard for me to get, I guess. It feels more like they moved away, but if I can still write to them and see them again someday, then I'm happy. I'm not sad about it at all. But I should be?