[Natural to feel anxious, helpless, pathetic. The happy days he's felt, the happy stolen moments, the friendship, it feels very far away right now. The room they sleep in is beautiful, but it seems so desperately cold at the same time.]
As hard as I try to steel myself for loss, I can't seem to reconcile the idea of being without even a single person here. Maybe that's a bit much for me to say about a varied group of near-strangers, but nonetheless I...
[He cares, he cares so much. Ion takes a breath.]
I promised myself that I'd lead with compassion and a level-head, and I worry I'll fall so far from that ideal.
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I suppose it is.
[Natural to feel anxious, helpless, pathetic. The happy days he's felt, the happy stolen moments, the friendship, it feels very far away right now. The room they sleep in is beautiful, but it seems so desperately cold at the same time.]
As hard as I try to steel myself for loss, I can't seem to reconcile the idea of being without even a single person here. Maybe that's a bit much for me to say about a varied group of near-strangers, but nonetheless I...
[He cares, he cares so much. Ion takes a breath.]
I promised myself that I'd lead with compassion and a level-head, and I worry I'll fall so far from that ideal.