I knew that I could handle it, so...I wasn't thinking about how it looked from the other side. But, after what Sandalphon said...about how this was all...
[That he'd come up with this plan to protect him. To be the only one who would end up dead...it breaks his heart.]
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[Except...]
It's just really hard not to think about the worst possible outcomes at a time like this, I suppose. I'm sorry about being negative.
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[ but she wants to be positive, for both their sakes. ] Okay! What can I do to help? What if get some tea or something?
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If...if you could just stay for awhile...that's all I need.
[He doesn't want to be alone.]
Just for a little while.
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[ gives his hand a little squeeze. ]
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[His voice hitches, and he sighs out a breath slowly, his brow furrowing.]
And...I'm sorry. For how much I've been worrying you and everyone else.
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Gosh, Celadon, how many times do I need to tell you not to apologize? It isn't your fault.
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[And there's the apology for an apology. He manages to catch himself this time, but he looks miserable in his embarrassment.]
I know...but I...I realized today how I was making everybody else feel, when I was putting myself in harm's way in order to help.
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[ by taking everyone's miasma :/ :/ :/ ]
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I knew that I could handle it, so...I wasn't thinking about how it looked from the other side. But, after what Sandalphon said...about how this was all...
[That he'd come up with this plan to protect him. To be the only one who would end up dead...it breaks his heart.]
It just hurts so badly.
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[ she's guilty of doing that herself, so she's just slightly a hypocrite. ]
He really cares about you.
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[He wasn't actually sure how much Sandalphon cared, so it only hurts more to find out just how much he did.]
I'll never be able to do anything to repay his kindness and care.
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[ with friendship!! ]