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fragileprophet) wrote2018-06-24 12:34 pm
fragileprophet) wrote2018-06-24 12:34 pm
Week 2, Sunday Post-Execution - Natsuo
[I'm halfway operating under the assumption that Ion's moving into Natsuo's dorm and not the other way around but we'll keep this nebulous for discussion. NEVERMIND they're in Ion's room which is now also Natsuo's room! Wind dorm for life!
But anyway. Ion has a lot of emotional baggage about Sandalphon to work through and Natsuo has a lot of friends, so it probably takes the two of them a decent amount of time to finally end up alone together. When they do, though, as physically and emotionally exhausted as Ion looks, he still smiles for Natsuo.]
It looks like we're partners, now...
[He bows his head politely.]
I hope you'll have me.
But anyway. Ion has a lot of emotional baggage about Sandalphon to work through and Natsuo has a lot of friends, so it probably takes the two of them a decent amount of time to finally end up alone together. When they do, though, as physically and emotionally exhausted as Ion looks, he still smiles for Natsuo.]
It looks like we're partners, now...
[He bows his head politely.]
I hope you'll have me.
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Goldilocks, right? I'm sorry that it was put out there for everyone...that must be a frustrating position to be in.
[He looks down at his hands.]
I'm Humpty Dumpy. I have a healing ability, but I have to take on any injury that I heal from others. [He pauses.] That's...why I didn't heal you when you were hurt. I'm sorry. Everyone I'd spoken with about it told me you'd be upset if I did.
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Of course I'd be mad! I'm happy you thought of me but I'd be super mad if you did actually did it! Something like that is my fault, so you don't get to take it from me!
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I just...see others in pain, and when I know there's something I can do to stop it, I can't help myself. I'm glad someone else was able to heal you, in the end. I'm so thankful.
[Here, Ion pauses, thoughtful.]
You missed the trial, so..I can show you the injuries I've taken so far. That way you'll know if I have anything new, and you can yell at me.
[Yelling will not stop him but he's hoping he'll be discouraged.]
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[ But he'll still yell at Ion, call him stupid and chide him from taking on injuries he really has no business taking. Sometimes pain is good as a reminder, and to be able to heal is something that is very easily taken advantage of. ]
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Alright...as long as you say so. Thank you for believing in me. I guess I don't feel like I really deserve it, but...it makes me feel happy. You're really so kind.
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[ This feels like a conversation he's had before, and it's weird, because kindness isn't something you're supposed to deny. This? It's not kindness. ]
How come you don't think you deserve it? What'd you do that's so bad?
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Just worrying everyone so much. I've been going out of my way to get myself hurt...I've upset people, because I kept being told not to use my ability, but I did it anyway, or lied about what it does to me when I use it, hoping to be able to cover it up. Not trusting everyone else in return for the trust they've given me.
[And Ion hates that he'd done it.]
I kept going out of my way to be...self-sacrificial, thinking it was the best thing I could do or the only way I could help, but then...
[But then. His throat tightens.]
Sandalphon did the exact same thing to me. And everyone was right. It's...terrible. I had no idea.
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[ You live with the consequences of your actions, that's just how it is. Even if Natsuo gets hurt running headfirst into trouble as he does, he'll keep doing it despite the ample scoldings not to, because he thinks it's worth it. ]