Week 3, Monday - Shirasu

[fragileprophet]

[It's somewhat early in the day when Ion goes looking for Shirasu. He made a promise to someone after the trial, but with so much going on and his own livelihood in question, he hadn't had a chance to do so sooner. Politely, he knocks on the door to his dorm.]

Pardon me?

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[fragileprophet]

...you think so?

[His voice becomes small, and then hushes altogether. Maybe a part of it, he wants to argue to himself, is really just that they haven't had the chance to properly talk. But it's more than that, it's definitely more. It's the way that his stomach churns whenever someone asks them a question together, and he feels a sense of danger in saying the wrong thing. It's the reason he was ever brought into this world, and what happened to the others like him. It's his eyes.

Ion's throat is tight.

But he slaps his smile back on.]

Thank you for the advice--I really appreciate it. Though I'm embarrassed to come here to help and be the one who ended up being helped, in the end.

[wagashis]

Those feelings are very rarely wrong.

[he has an idea, even if he doesn't know the details of it. a passing fear is one thing, but people don't describe themselves as deeply frightened unless it's something more.

he gives ion a small smile of his own in response, though. it's small, but softens his features just slightly, in a way that never happened with those polite smiles of his.]

Should you need anything else, you're welcome to find me, even if all you need is to not be alone.

[a thoughtful hum, and then he adds slowly, carefully considering his words-]

Ah, and if you ever feel uncomfortable being around someone alone... tell me before you go, and I will try to see to it that you have help. I'm afraid I can't explain further than that.

[it would be mutually beneficial, really. it's a way to try to gather more information.

-but something about that small voice and his fear of his own counterpart just doesn't sit right with shirasu. when he says 'someone', mostly he means the other ion.]

[fragileprophet]

[Ion's smile starts to lose its panicked, spooked-deer edge at Shirasu's words. He stands, picking his staff back up from where he leaned it beside him.]

I'll keep that in mind, thank you. I can't offer too much myself aside from my healing, but if you or anyone else you know finds themselves with another injury, I'm happy to assist in any way that I can!

[He should probably ask...questions...about that help but...Shirasu said he couldn't explain, so it would be rude to ask?]

[wagashis]

[ion honey you really should ask questions? but shirasu appreciates that he doesn't, and stands when ion does so that he can see him out.]

I'll remember it-- and thank you for offering, Ion.

[after a brief pause--]

You mentioned knowing another healer, didn't you? If they don't have the same drawback you do, and they're willing to consider it... I would appreciate if you could find out.

[maybe he'd be able to come to his senses about it if it doesn't mean giving those scars to someone else, he thinks.]