Week 2, Sunday Post-Execution - Waver
Jun. 24th, 2018 10:39 am[Well, it's been a weekend. Ion is safe, but his heart is still racing. The execution was a lot to process, and he's happy to be alive--happy Natsuo is alive, and he's going to be there for him later.
But first, right now, he has to get through the other parts. The guilt that he feels, the wrenching horror and disbelief that Sandalphon is gone. It feels like a cosmic slap in the face: this is how it feels to be on the other end of what he had been doing for everyone else. There's a feeling inside of him outside of abstract misery that he can't quite place, squirming in his stomach like a snake.
He finds a nook in the library to hide, his face buried against his knees. This is the land of the twinks.]
But first, right now, he has to get through the other parts. The guilt that he feels, the wrenching horror and disbelief that Sandalphon is gone. It feels like a cosmic slap in the face: this is how it feels to be on the other end of what he had been doing for everyone else. There's a feeling inside of him outside of abstract misery that he can't quite place, squirming in his stomach like a snake.
He finds a nook in the library to hide, his face buried against his knees. This is the land of the twinks.]